People suck. I mean, really ( AKA - Fandom fuckery)

( Cut, yet again, for the sweary )

So has anyone seen my emotional equilibrium?

I'm sure I left it lying around here somewhere.

I stopped doing mood altering drugs so I didn't have to cope with this constant up and down all the bloody time. It kind of sucks that my brain seems to be capable of bouncing up and down all by itself.