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Title: With A Clouded View (Part 9 of 9, and Epilogue)
Fandom: Chronicles of Narnia
Pairing(s): Lucy/Susan
Rating: PG for this part, NC-17 overall.
Summary: In which there is, finally, a happily ever after.
Word count: ~7000
Warnings: Sibling (sister/sister) incest. Don't like? Don't read.

A/N: Chapter 1 and initial notes are here, and Chapter 2 is here. Other parts can be found on the "fic: with a clouded view" tag.

I recently found a document on my laptop entitled 'Untitled Narnia' dating from May 22 2010 that contained the first few paragraphs of this. Which is to say, from first words to final full stop, this story has taken me almost four years to write. It's the longest thing I've ever written and, while I can't really say that there was ever any doubt that I'd finish, I really didn't expect it to take this long. Regardless of how many people read it, I have to admit to being pretty proud of myself right now.
A lot happens in 4 years, and this particular 4 years has seen all sorts of ups and downs. This ridiculous little story has never been far from my mind, one way or another, however much I've failed at speedy or consistent writing. I'll miss it, but hey, now there's time for the next thing, so that's nice.

While this is written from Lucy's point of view, and while I've grown to love her more than I ever thought possible, I wrote it, in a very real sense, for Susan. I've never come to terms with Lewis's treatment of her, and this is my response. To say that Lewis wouldn't have approved is something of an understatement, but isn't that one of the joys of fan-fiction?

As always, I want to thank likecharity, for her betaing and general wonderfulness. Thank you! ♥♥♥


Dedication: And finally, this is for all the people I've ever met online, in one fandom or another, or just on the wild and woolly highways and byways of the internet. This is for the love, the friends and the friendships, however lasting or fleeting. This is for zagury, my first fandom friend who, I'm happy to say, I'm still in touch with, and smeetie, with whom I was so close for a short time at the end of 2009 and whom I still remember with fondness and sadness, 4 years after she vanished from the internet. And this is for perverbially, whom I miss more than I can say, and sushizuzoru too, and jules2112, despite the fact that we appear to have fallen out over a ridiculous political disagreement. And this is for Shan, and Sivi, and Morgan, and Graham, and Jack, and Anna, and Flis, and Helen, and all the guys from the heady, if slightly stressful days, of Skins. And for lash_larue and lokifan too, and all you others I met through Harry Potter :)
And this is for Jules, and Kati, and Hannii, and most especially, Briella <3

And yes, I'm going a bit over the top, but did I mention 4 years? I hope it's not that surprising that I'm a little bit emotional XD

Anyway, rambling over. If you're reading this on LJ, feel free to check out the last chapter, and if you're reading on AO3, it's possible that you've already read it. I hope you enjoyed. <3

Disclaimer: Obviously all the characters and pretty much everything else belong to the estate of C.S. Lewis, and Walden Media. This is just for fun!

Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 4
Part 5
Part 6
Part 7
Part 8
Appendix (Various Interludes)

(For those of you who find white on black annoying, there are also copies at my Archive of Our Own page).


( With a Clouded View, Part 9 and Epilogue )

As usual I seem to have just about struggled to the end of the week and now I just want to sleep all weekend. Not going to happen, of course. I never do sleep much, but at least I have no overnights and no Sams shift tomorrow and exactly no plans for the weekend so I get a lazy couple of days. Yay :)

( The usual ramble )

Title: With A Clouded View (Part 6 of 9)
Fandom: Chronicles of Narnia
Pairing(s): Lucy/Susan
Rating: PG for this part. NC-17 overall
Summary: In which there is a morning after, and Lucy is paranoid and irritable.
Word count: ~3800
Warnings: Incest, although only implied so far. Don't like? Don't read.
A/N: Chapter 1 and initial notes are here, and Chapter 2 is here. Other parts can be found on the "fic: with a clouded view" tag.

Oh god, the total extent of my writing fail this year has to be experienced to be believed. less than 4000 words here and it's taken me months, one way or another. It's just lucky I have no ambitions to write for an actual living, I guess!
At the start of the year I'd rather hoped that I could finish this before 2013, but now that's seeming rather unlikely. Oh well, we shall see. Perhaps I'll overcome my writer's block and complete failure of motivation some time soon. I'm not holding my breath though!

Once again, huge thanks to likecharity, who took time out of her currently raging 1Direction obsession to beta for me. When something's dragged on for quite this long it's tricky to find willing betas so thank you loads, you're a star! ♥♥♥

Two years in the writing now, and 25000 words. I'll finish this if it kills me XD

Dedication: And this part's for Kati, who knows why :) ♥♥♥

Disclaimer: Obviously all the characters and pretty much everything else belong to the estate of C.S. Lewis, and Walden Media. This is just for fun!

Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 4
Part 5
Part 7
Part 8
Part 9, and Epilogue
Appendix (Various Interludes)

(For those of you who find white on black annoying, there are also copies at my Archive of Our Own page).


( With a Clouded View, Part 6 )

Title: With A Clouded View (Part 4 of 9)
Fandom: Chronicles of Narnia
Pairing(s): Lucy/Susan
Rating: PG for this part. NC-17 overall
Summary: In which Lucy hatches a plan, and there is cross-dressing.
Word count: 3177
Warnings: Incest, although only implied so far. Don't like? Don't read.
A/N: Chapter 1 and initial notes are here, and Chapter 2 is here.

Erm yeah. Apparently I posted the last part of this on May 23 of last year. Fail! I guess it's lucky that I only write as a hobby XD.
I can't really imagine anyone is particularly interested in this any more, I'm mostly just writing for myself really. It's been written for a little while actually but for one reason or another it hasn't really been in a fit state to post. Plus, it was a complete bitch to get on paper and I wanted to have the next part ready to roll just in case this one seemed like complete filler!

Loads and loads of thanks to my beta, who this time round was likecharity, who stepped in at the last minute, despite not really enjoying beta-ing. Thank you so much ♥♥♥

Dedication: This is for jules2112, just because :) ♥

Disclaimer: Obviously all the characters and pretty much everything else belong to the estate of C.S. Lewis, and Walden Media. This is just for fun!

Part 1
Part 2
Part 3
Part 5
Part 6
Part 7
Part 8
Part 9, and Epilogue
Appendix (Various Interludes)

(For those of you who find white on black annoying, there are also copies at my Archive of Our Own page).

( With a Clouded View, Part 4 )

Title: With A Clouded View (Part 2 of 9)
Fandom: Chronicles of Narnia
Pairing(s): Lucy/Susan
Rating: PG for this part. NC-17 overall
Summary: In which Lucy is guilt-ridden and Edmund is infuriating.
Word count: 4123
Warnings: Incest, although only implied so far. Don't like? Don't read.
A/N: Chapter 1 and initial notes are here.

This has taken for ever, and given that I posted the first part almost exactly 8 months ago, I can't imagine that anyone but me's still interested. But hey, it's now the longest story - and the only multi-chapter one- I've ever written and I'm having fun with it, so.
By the way, can anyone tell me why beavers would eat bacon, or how it's possible for a country to continue to feed itself after a hundred years of winter? Just two of so many questions that have occurred to me in the months that this story has been going around my brain.

Thanks so much to my beta cobalt_siren. And thanks too, to perverbially, sushizuzoru and jules2112, who've been so supportive and just generally fabulous. ♥

Dedication: Once again, this is for likecharity, who does so much for Narnia fandom.

Disclaimer: Obviously all the characters and pretty much everything else belong to the estate of C.S. Lewis, and Walden Media. This is just for fun!

Part 1
Part 3
Part 4
Part 5
Part 6
Part 7
Part 8
Part 9, and Epilogue
Appendix (Various Interludes)

(For those of you who find white on black annoying, there are also copies at my Archive of Our Own page).

( With a Clouded View, Part 2 )

Title: Of Pumpkins and Pictographs

Fandom: Harry Potter
Pairing(s): Ginny/Luna/Pansy
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Pansy Parkinson's attempts at blackmail go catastrophically awry.
Word count: ~6700
Warnings: Hints at noncon, but they don't amount to anything.
Notes: This is possibly the filthiest thing I've ever written, so if you know me IRL, standard request applies: don't read, please, or if you must, don't tell me :).

Huge thanks to my fabulous beta, the very lovely flister.

This is a pressie for perverbially, whom I love to bits ♥

Disclaimer: Obviously all the characters and pretty much everything else belong to JK Rowling. This is just for fun!

( Pansy Parkinson smirked as her eyes followed the pumpkin-headed figure from the Great Hall. The Halloween feast was in full swing, and since the moment Pansy had spotted that bitch Weasley making her excuses to Potter and his cronies and slipping away, she'd had her eyes fixed on her little girlfriend's ridiculous costume. )

Title: With A Clouded View (Part 1 of 9)
Fandom: Chronicles of Narnia
Pairing(s): Lucy/Susan
Rating: R for this part. NC-17 overall
Summary: The loneliness comes like the blood, unheralded and without warning. She doesn't recognise the ache that overwhelms her. She knows only that she's lost something, and she couldn't even say what it is.
Word count: 4200
Warnings: Incest, although only implied in this part. Don't like? Don't read.
A/N: I have a few issues with C. S. Lewis (especially his treatment of Susan) and a fondness for fictional incest. This story reflects both those things.
Endless thanks to my betas: perverbially, without whose enthusiasm and support I'd never have had the courage to post this, and someone else, who'd rather remain nameless, but who will always remain awesome :) ♥

Dedication This is for likecharity, who's fab, and whose The Night Starts Here is one of my fave things ever :)

Disclaimer: Obviously all the characters and pretty much everything else belong to the estate of C.S. Lewis, and Walden Media. This is just for fun!

Part 2
Part 3
Part 4
Part 5
Part 6
Part 7
Part 8
Part 9, and Epilogue
Appendix (Various Interludes)

(For those of you who find white on black annoying, there are also copies at my Archive of Our Own page).

( With a Clouded View, Part 1 )