I really just want to sleep

Something - I'm not sure what - possessed me to book Samaritans overnights on two consecutive Fridays which just ugh. By the time I realised it was too late to get out of either of them. Last Friday's one was done in a general state of malaise and achy headedness and wiped out most of my Saturday. All I had the energy to do was wander to the Anglican cathedral for only the 3rd time in 20 years (it's nice though way too big and I must admit to always being shocked when people treat sacred spaces as simple tourist attractions, but whatever). And now I just have to do this coming Friday's one and I really, really don't want to. But once I have, I'll just have the one at the end of the month and then 2 more to take me to my 10 for the end of the year, and as I've never even managed 8 before I doubt I'll do those two (it's not mathematically possible for everyone to do 10 overnights. There aren't enough shifts). Next year I'm going to be more organised about it. Next year ...
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